Hello I'm quite emo recently... Partly because of this new Taiwanese drama I'm watching now... coz it's quite realistic u know...

What do you think of when you see the drama title: 《妹妹》 huh?

I think it's easy to guess the plot, right?

Hahaha I would say it's one of the reason that attracted me to watch the drama. I mean, which girl doesn't want a big brother who can protect her, right right??

I knew about this drama from the newspaper. 蓝正龙 as the male lead immediately made me wanna watch it o.O I've always liked him. He always has this very "cool"/bad boy feel. Frankly, he looks better without a smile lol. So it's good he doesn't smile much.

蓝正龙

So... 蓝正龙 as brother... Perfect lah! Didn't take more than 3 seconds for me to decide I wanna watch it!

Still, I'm skeptical about Taiwanese drama because they're always so cheesy and the plots are all similar (It's been years since the last time I watched a Taiwanese drama because of this). So I went to watch a really long 30-minute trailer of the drama which looked like it gave out the whole plot =.= (now that I watched until ep.10 already, I can say that no, it didn't give out the whole plot haha) but BOY, 蓝正龙's acting was superb! I cried at the end of the trailer! The cinematography and soundtrack were excellent too! Everything just seemed like a movie, not a typical Taiwanese drama.

Now, probably some of us might think that this drama reminds us of 《我可能不会爱你》 since they're both about ambiguous relationships. And after I watched the first episode I had this feeling that they're somehow similar. So, I checked wikipedia and they're both by the same famous screenwriter/scriptwriter!

I realised there are two kinds of people. One that like《我可能不会爱你》and one that don't like! Those that don't like said that it's boring. Now, I get it why they said it's boring. Coz sometimes the scene goes very slow... but I like this type! This way you can really see the actor's acting skill! And it gives time for the music to pull you in! Besides that, this type of drama is very informative... Hmm... it's like I always can learn some new philosophy of life or human relationships lol.

安心亚's acting also surprised me!

The best thing about this drama is... there're so many scenes that you can relate to in your real life! Family, friends, childhood and boy-girl relationship... Happy moments and sad moments that can make you smile or laugh in front of the computer o.O Unlike those typical love drama that's about 2 guys chase after 1 girl... bleh haha. I'm not good at describing but basically this drama is very realistic! Maybe there's a bit of cliche but so far it didn't make me roll my eyes or make this face - =.= lol.

Here's an article that totally says what I feel! 亲情 is always the thing that can make me cry like a baby, and also dying animals.

The supporting actors and actresses are also good!

I watched until here I cannot wait to know what happen next!!!

Oh BTW, there's two soundtrack in this drama that sounded very very familiar! Very similar to two of the soundtracks of Amelie! I think they modified from Amelie's music one lah! Amelie is one of my favourite French movie. I loved Amelie's soundtrack! When I close my eyes while listening to the soundtracks I could imagine myself in Paris hehehe.

Besides that, I also feel that the way they reveal what the male lead done for the female lead which was opposed to what we thought in the beginning, have some similarities with 《初恋这件事》, which is one of my favourite Thai movie too!


Hahaha so a drama that has the shadows of 《我可能不会爱你》, 《初恋这件事》and Amelie, how can I not love it?!


P.S. Pictures in this post taken from the drama's official FB page. Their FB page is full with beautiful photos from the drama and also meaningful quotes!

P.P.S. I know there's a lot of grammar mistakes haha.

P.P.P.S. TMD now only I know 8TV is showing this drama on weekends! Since when Malaysian TV shows latest Taiwanese drama?

Tonight must be my most emo day of Semester 7. My eyes are so tired but I couldn't sleep. So I decided to blog wtf.

What happened that made me emo? I don't know exactly. But I suspect the stress caused by thesis writing contributed partly. Although I don't think it's something hard to do until I should feel stressed about it, but I guess my body can feel the pressure subconsciously. What am I talking?

So... the main problem is actually my graduation trip. It all comes down to the graduation trip eventually =.= To be honest, I think it's not gonna happen again.

Was having lunch with a few friends today and they were talking about AirAsia promotion. There're cheap tickets to Taiwan and they wanna find more people for the trip so that it's cheaper to rent a van there. I WANT TO GO TAIWAN. I want to go overseas for vacation so badly (thanks to many primary school, high school and uni friends who everyone happened to be posting pictures of them enjoying their overseas life - be it studying or work travelling). Well, they asked me if I wanna go. I said I'll ask my dad (for sponsorship) first.

I'm very scared to ask my dad for something that costs a huge sum. To give you and idea: it took me a whole month to finally pluck up my courage to ask my dad to buy Samsung Galaxy S2 for me. Fear of rejection, maybe? But if I really think about it, I have no problem telling my mum o.O Or maybe I cared too much about what my dad thinks of me coz his mindset is like, kids shouldn't spend money when they can't earn money themselves yet.

Well, this time I didn't take a long time. I thought just do it wtf cannot then cannot I don't care. AND HE SAID OKAY! I think he kinda doesn't dare to break my fragile heart since that time I cried when he refused to buy me my Nokia N81 lol.

And also, I asked him to choose for me: to go internship + vacation for a month, or just go for vacation. Coz I couldn't decide lol. He told me to go for vacation enough lol. OK dad settled.

However, I don't really wanna join the group who asked me because I'm not close to most of the people! Moreover, they're all in pairs (gf bf)! Of course I can try to enjoy being alone and all... but I can't guarantee I can do it! And I'm not willing to risk my precious trip and let it ruin my mood! I tried to pull someone to pair with me but she doesn't want. How about my uni gang then? Talk about this then feel emo. My gang is not actually considered a gang because it consists of two persons only lol. I asked one of them already but she said she wants to go Korea and I think her intent to go Korea is pretty determined because she's a K-pop fan. I'm not interested to go Korea and it's so expensive now I rather go Japan. Another friend probably doesn't have mood to think about it right now because her survey data collection is still pending!

So what now?! I don't know! Probably won't go anywhere for graduation dy! In fact, I don't really care whether I'm able to have graduation trip anymore! It's not that important actually. But since I'm in an emo state now, I suddenly came to this conclusion that I might not able to realise my traveling-to-Europe dream until I die. Maybe I will die young I wouldn't know. Yeah this caused me to feel really sad.

Another thing, I cannot emphasise enough how much I hate people not answering my question in FB. To be clear, they didn't reply it late, they never reply. Maybe they're busy until they forget so I don't blame them. But it also means that that person doesn't think you're important enough to be remembered and that's just sad. Maybe I did that to someone else too but I try not to. And everytime someone does that I can't help but thinking that did I do something that offended the said person? Yes, I think too much.

Anyway, I think most friends come and go. I've gone through enough experience to learn that. Those that would stay, will stay. But still can't prevent myself from feeling sad haih...