These days I keep waking up from sleep because it was TOO HOT!! Happens everyday!! And also, I feel so exhausted like really really exhausted. Just now I almost felt asleep while watching Dr. Who! Then I went to nap for 30 minutes and I woke up sweating! Now still very exhausted =.= I wanna do my workshop questions but I don't think anything's gonna go into my brain. Fine then! I shall slack tonight coz MY MAD FAT DIARY SEASON 2 has started!!! And sooner or later GAME OF THRONES SEASON 4 is going to premiere!!! 10 days more it seems! Should I watch My Love from the Stars? Ugh...

Staying at hostel now because tomorrow I've got a community service visit. It's an old folks home... Why do I never get a children's home? Not that I like kids anyway~

When will this hectic life ends T.T

I supposed NEVER?! See, after don't know how many weeks of projects and presentations and postings, now I still have to do a report for the community service, read up on my Sem 7 research, do pharmacokinetics workshop. Then study week have to study like a nerd. During semester break have to do my electives. Oh BTW, talk about electives later. After graduate have to work in hospital and there goes my hectic pharmacist life! Busier than doctors in the university stage but thank god not as terrible like doctors during their housemanship! Glad I didn't choose doctor coz I heard doctors are not doing well in their business also unless they are specialists!

My room is so dusty now! It has been like 2 semesters I didn't clean the fan, walls and windows! Spider webs formed at the windows and at the corners of the walls! I wonder is this what that caused my allergic rhinitis to flare! The parts that are rarely used on my study desk are covered with dust as well! xD I really really want to clean my room! Not that I lazy I swear! It's just that every time the oomph to clean my room comes, I have deadlines to meet! Or other things that I think are more urgent (they're about my studies, y'all). When can I finally have time to clean my room?! Just 2 weeks ago I cannot tahan the disgusting toilet and so I cleaned the shared bathroom xD By myself, mind you! Now it's dirty again. =3=

My elective! I've finally decided to work in a community pharmacy. I would say learning rather than working. My dad asked his pharmacist to let me go help out with anything in his pharmacy lol. I think he's a nice and cincai person because my dad said I can leave at 5pm or 6pm also can. o.O Of course, no salary one. =3= I'm 22 years old already still never earn money. I'm afraid if I get salary I might be asked to clean the toilet ler... like my friend last time xD

OK I'll go and have a relaxing shower now and then watch My Mad Fat Diary ^^

Ciao!


PS: My blog has become a place to ramble about my never-ending tasks o.O

It's interesting to see how news were spread from one person to another. What I can only say is, the more the people involved, the more diverged the news is.

Now my FB walls is once again flooded with news of MH370. All because Najib announced that the last position of MH370 would be in the Indian Ocean. Then people start posting condolence messages on FB =.= Wah... brothers and sisters... you sentence the passengers to death ah? Of course, the probability that there is any passenger survived is very very minute. But, I don't think the family will be glad to see your condolence? IMHO, your condolences are totally unnecessary.

Furthermore, BBC posted a status that goes like this:

Malaysia Airlines says it now has to assume "beyond any reasonable doubt" that missing flight #MH370 has been lost and there are no survivors:http://bbc.in/1dGPP8f

Prime Minister Najib Razak says "with great sadness" data now confirms that the aircraft's last position was in the Indian Ocean south of Perth.

I sense sarcasm here... 

This status has provoked the British/Americans to insult Malaysia and I'm quite offended by it. I'm kinda disappointed with BBC as this is not the first time they twist the story (am I right?)...

Some people just like to blame the government after they read some fake news in FB. I guess it's easy for them to do so because you just type something in the internet without showing your face, not knowing that there are other idiots that also believe your words and spread the fake news even more.

Actually, I also don't know much about the situation because I just read 2 news through the FB >.< I don't bother to read others because I don't know which of them is 100% true. And also, I don't care.

I'm just a bit angry that our country is blamed by the foreigners... Although I don't like the way our country is managed, but it is still my "tanah air"...

Phew... Finally can relax a bit~

It was damn hectic last week! I was very emo after the presentation on last Thursday! My presentation was terrible!!! I just read from the computer screen without looking at the lecturer and audience. I think the lecturer didn't even look at me as he was playing with his phone/tablet, probably because I was just presenting the case summary of the patient (maybe it's not important). When my partner started presenting about the pharmaceutical issues then he looked up! Honestly I was quite offended by this. Since he's like didn't listen, then I was like I don't care lah nobody's listening anyway, so I just simply read through the slides. Well, actually we only prepared the slides the night before until 1am (don't even know whether content is correct). I hardly had time to practice my presentation skill so I just anyhow practiced 2-3 times. I couldn't afford to sleep late to practice more because the night before I slept at 4am because I had to rush my case report! And then woke up at 7am the next morning as I had another hospital visit on 8am! I had to submit my report before I went for the visit because I was not sure whether I could be back by the submission time (5pm). Let me type out my schedule for a clearer picture:



19/3/2014 (Wednesday)

9.00 am.      Hospital University Kebangsaan Malaysia (HUKM) visit
5.00 pm.      Case report submission


20/3/2014 (Thursday)

8.00 am.     Case presentation


21/3/2014 (Friday)

8.30 am.     Current Trent in Therapeutics class test




I only started studying for the class test after the presentation! Luckily there was not much notes and I studied a few notes long time ago! And fortunately my mood wasn't influenced by the presentation that much and I could still study! Overall the test was okay...


The case report also I literally copy-and-paste from guidelines one lol. Copy one sentence here... copy one sentence there ...and mash it up! Didn't have time to paraphase already! This semester was a total disaster! We have too many projects until we all simply do~ I just compiled a supposed-to-be-literature-review because I was doing the conclusion part so they wanted me to do the compilation as well. Guess what I've found (should be easy to guess actually)... One of them (famous for doing unsatisfactory jobs) just copied from abstract of journals and websites zzzz. Moreover, I had to redo the her reference list also because she didn't even know how to do Vancouver referencing (authors' names also not there)! If it's another person doing the compilation, I think he/she won't even bother about this loh. If time allows, I want to redo the whole paper lol because it doesn't look like a literature review at all!

Same goes to other projects as well... There's a pharmacoeconomic evaluation project that we have to do... We couldn't even understand the pharmacoecomic analysis paper assigned to us ( I heard other groups got papers that are easier to understand, so not fair!) so we just simply do. I'm worried about our marks for all the projects but I don't know what else I can do so I wanna just be carefree! :/

BTW about the HUKM visit, we were supposed to see what they do in the Oncology Unit. However, we spent most of the time waiting for someone to "layan" us zzz. We were told by a nurse that nobody's free to speak to us as they were having an audit. And they already informed IMU clearly that and asked IMU do not send students over on that day. LOL So basically IMU just sent us to sit on the chair and watch Philippine drama on TV2. Thanks, IMU. (Y)

We reached there around 9am, spent around 15-30mins to find the Oncology Unit. Then, a nurse briefed us about their daily tasks. After that, she asked us to go have lunch at 10am. After having lunch we had no where to go so we went back to the Oncology Unit and waited there until 12pm. Then we were given case notes to clerk until 2pm. Then we went to the pharmacy and the pharmacist there briefed us about their daily tasks. When I was standing in front of the pharmacist and listening to her, I nearly doze off (mad tired as I only had 3-hour sleep!)... Damn sien lor compared to the last Seremban trip.

Haha some might say they feel fulfilling after done so many things in this semester. Not me... LOL I didn't put in my full effort how is that fulfilling? Everything was a mess... everyone's so blur... because we are the 2nd group! Seriously very unfair I wanna complain to IMU lol. I think Group C and D would do much much better because their hospital posting is scheduled way later... when there's no test and all the projects will be basically done! They also keep asking us about how to do this and that... so we are the lab rats lol. Hmphh... I shall use these free days left to study hard for my end-of-semester examination!


PS:  Should I start watching You Who Came From The Stars now, during study week or after examination? xD I can resist game (5 days no touch game liao) but I cannot resist good drama lol.

Next week I have another test and 3 deadlines: 1) Hospital posting case report   2) Case presentation   3) Toxicology report. Wth~ Some more there's the fucking haze~ and my very very itch throat! And my allergic rhinitis!

Overall the 2 days of "Seremban trip" on 12th and 13th March was quite enjoyable! I thought it will be like very tired and boring but it turned out to be more like a fun trip lol! We actually had a test today but throughout the trip everyone just felt like there's no test at all! So eventually nobody studied for the test in Seremban although we brought the notes along lol.

We stayed at Hotel Rasah which was just within 5 mins walking distance from the hospital. 10 of us (5 girls and 5 guys) car-pooled and very funny coz we keep going the wrong way (with the help of GPS) and 3 cars had to make umpteen U-turns.  Not on the highway lah... It happened in the small roads when we were finding for IMU Seremban and the restaurant. After a long tiring day of hospital posting~ (Ok lah... not really long and not really tiring) we went for food hunting! They said Seremban is famous of BBQ crab (tho I never heard of it) and so off we go hunting for crabs!

Aloha!

Long time no blog!

Very busy lately. In fact I'm having the busiest semester now (think every semester also I say this lol)! Seriously, because seniors said Sem 3 and 4 were the busiest, but I think there were more lectures and exams in Sem 3 and 4 while Sem 6 is more of projects and stuff. Group tasks. Have to write review papers and supervisors told us we can publish it if we do well but who are you kidding? I don't think we can produce quality papers with that attitude! That's right! My group members, although not all, do not treat it seriously! I bet some of them don't even know how to search for research papers. Just last month, one of them asked me to teach her how to use the library website for her research proposal preparation. She's just an acquaintance and I wonder why didn't she ask her close friends? Then she told me none of her friends know how to! Then all these while, how did they do their portfolios and stuff? Answer - Copy from senior's work! WTF like that also can. How could they even become a pharmacist? How would I know, right? Anything can happen.

I'm quite lucky recently I think! First of all, I always get easy task like "Introduction" for the projects when we divide the tasks. I don't know is this a good thing or a bad thing since I suppose I'll learn less things if I do the easy part? Nevertheless I'm still glad because I wouldn't be so stressful like my friend who became a leader where she has to compile everything some more her group members' work were unsatisfactory and she has to ask them to change and stuff wtf I will never want to be a leader.

Not only that, about the Taiwan trip, it is officially called off. Now, how is that considered lucky? Well, the hospital FINALLY replied that they only accept a total of 6 interns and since 4 of them already confirmed (because they applied for Hualien Hospital from the start), there were only 2 slots left! They decided to draw lots and they picked a girl and ME!!!! HOW LUCKY IS THAT? MY NAME WAS PICKED OUT OF 9 PEOPLE?

But then, I gave up the slot because I wanted to go with close friends. I've thought about it before, if my name and either YX's (my close friend in uni) or YL's (my housemate) name are picked, I would go to Taiwan! But too bad, YL's close friend was picked instead LOL. Although she was willing to go with me but I refused to lol kinda feel sorry to her :X Moreover, it wouldn't be fun / convenient for just two of us to travel coz some things would be more expensive I think.

Actually, I didn't feel as emo as I predicted to be. Probably because I had too many things going on in my mind that time. Now I'm just worrying about what to do for my elective. I've asked about the industry training that I wanted earlier but the only industrial place still available is located in Kajang which is very far. Don't want to spend money and time and some more work for 1 month + without pay. Me and YL thought about swimming lessons =.= There's one in Bukit Jalil here so it's really convenient but it's kinda waste of money since we will only learn it for a month. It would be my last resort. We can do anything as long as it involves personal development. It doesn't have to be pharmaceutical-related.

Well, got to go. I have to study for this coming Toxicology quiz on Fri and I still have hospital placement on Wed and Thurs. The hospital is in Seremban and I'm gonna stay at a hotel there for a night with my fellow group mates! Nothing much, just copy case notes and present the cases.


 OMG can't believe we are going to graduate next year! We are still so noob-ish wtf.



PS: Ignore grammar mistakes and whatnots because I don't have time to check. Just quickly blogged this because a friend said there's no update from me :)