As the title suggests, I dreamed of myself as Harry Potter. Some of u might go =.= hahaha. Why am I starting to keep having good dreams recently (after like, 20 years of bad dreams)? Previously Running Man, and now Harry Potter hahaha.

We can understand ourselves a little better from our dreams u know... Take this Harry Potter dream as example, I have learnt that I'm really an attention seeker, although I don't show it in front of others. I don't want to admit this but ashamedly I am lol and I blame it on my horoscope. I was so enjoying the fact that so many people trying to protect me from something in that dream! Like I'm precious and important...I'm THE CHOSEN ONE. The setting was not the same as the real Harry Potter, neither did the people who were protecting me. I couldn't remember much about that dream but overall the feeling was good. How can you feel good when someone or something is after you? That's why I think I like attention! hahaha.

Okay that's all. This is a short post :) I'm just too bored of studying. WTF I no mood to study!! Oh BTW I got into veterinary pharmacy :D

Today is a good day so I shall blog. :)

Even though I was very emo before my holiday ended, I was in a good mood today, surprisingly. Maybe because finally I can see my friends after a long time. Or because finally I can learn something lol.

Yeap I'm also very excited about this semester because 1) It would be a pretty relaxing sem (That's what I think)!   2) My chosen selective: Veterinary Pharmacy. YESSSS! I don't know if anybody remember I wanted to be a veterinarian. I've always love animals since small. But now I think I only have passion towards dogs lol. Well, I didn't choose veterinary science because only one or two government universities offer this course. Since I didn't take STPM nor matriculation, I didn't think I stand a chance to get an offer. Also, I didn't want to study overseas. OK never mind. I'm scared of blood anywayyyyy.

So you can imagine HOW HAPPY I WAS when I saw veterinary pharmacy! And then students who take this course will have TWO VISITS to UPM and a pharmaceutical company that produces animal feed and drugs! Damn excited lah!

Unfortunately, such awesome course will of course be a prey to many many predators. BUT FORTUNATELY, I got it!!!! I think I got it lah, but I can't confirm yet. And that's why I'm so happy hahaha.

That aside, I also have a new goal. It's not really a new goal but I'm determined to achieve it this time. The goal is TO EARN MONEY. LOL. To be rich, I must study hard. Hence, I think I'm quite motivated to study now. I don't know whether I'm persevered enough but...it's a good start anyway...

*Yawn* So tired. Have to start waking up early in the morning again. That's one thing I hate about new sem. Another one would be what to eat for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Hahaha I'll be very very free in the first week.

P.S. I hope my dog doesn't suffocate by the haze to death.

TADAH!!!

DAMN SHUAI RIGHT?! I don't care if you think he is not shuai~! He is Orlando Bloom from The Pirates Carribean (No wonder he looked so familiar haha)!

At first, I wanted to use Liese Bubble Hair Colour but then a salesgirl approached me at the hair dye rack and introduced me to this:

Schwarzkopf Perfect Mousse Bordeaux Black Foam Color

Since it was on sale (original price: RM35+, now RM30.90 and got free gift too!), and I think it is a reliable brand, so I bought it although there were only four colours that were on sale. But wtf after that I went to Watsons outlet which was just opposite Aeon's pharmacy, I discovered that most of the Liese's hair dye were only RM30+ (usual price at other places is RM37+.) !!! I was like wtf should have gone to Watsons first instead of Aeon's pharmacy! And also there were many other  colours of Schwarzkorpf's hair dye!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol I still can't spell the name right without google. At that moment I blamed that salesgirl for changing my mind! I was thinking to check the price in both stores first then only decide which store to buy from! OK suan liao...

The hair dying process was frustrating for me. I did some research before I decided to dye myself OK...Most reviews said that Liese is very fast and easy to use. I assumed that Schwarzkorpf's should be more or less similar. It did produce a nice foam in my hand. However, when I was using the Schwarzkorpf's, the foam disappeared after I applied it on my hair! So my hair was like very hard...just like when you're using a shampoo that doesn't produce foam! Look at the picture below for a better understanding:

Not foamy

I think I might have to use two boxes of hair dye for my hair length, that's why there wasn't enough foam? It took me around 45 minutes to finish applying the whole bottle (Maybe I was too careful at the beginning, I should have just anyhow apply it)! Can you imagine how sore my hands and legs were?! My knees were shaking while I was rinsing the colour off my hair! It also took me ages to rinse my hair because I kept seeing brown colour in the water =.= The smell was not really bad since it didn't contain ammonia. The colour even stained on my clothes after I showered cause I usually let my hair dry naturally. Until today (which is 2 days later), I can still wash off some colour from my hair!

And the result is supposed to be vary among individuals. So, I was very unlucky.  My hair colour didn't change AT ALL!!! OK if a tinge of reddish brown which can only be seen under strong sunlight is considered as success, then yes, there's a slight change. STUPID What I expected happened. Basically the following 'before and after' pictures are pointless:

Before

After

On the first day of mapling, everything was fresh to me~
On the second day of mapling, I was addicted to it~
On the third day of mapling, I felt young again~
On the sixth day of mapling, I started to feel bored~
And today I didn't touch Maple at all~!

BTW I was trying to sound like I was singing the christmas carol - 12 days of christmas. OK lame whatever.

Hmm I don't know why... Did I lose interest in a game again? I don't want to lose my gaming hobby!! I already can't think of any other hobby that I have! One without any hobby is sad and pathetic and will miss out on one of the joyous moments in life!

Or maybe I'm just lack of friends who play with me. Anyway, I think Maplers are still better than players of other games (No offence to other gamers whatsoever.) What I mean is Maplers are more friendly in general. I know, I know, some will argue that other games also have friendly players...but it takes time to meet those friendly players in other games while in Maple, I already met some since the first day. Once a friend told me that it's because majority of Maplers are kids, then it hit me. Maybe that's why.

I had a lot of things to blog in mind while I was mapling but now I couldn't recall (bad bad memory.)

Argh..as the starting of new sem is around the corner, I get more depressed each and every day. Every morning I wake up frustrated and lifeless, just want to lie in beg all day, sick of my life. I don't enjoy holiday that much but uni life is no better! Lalala FML~

Then out of the eagerness to change my screwed up life, I attempted to dye my hair red. Because of my stingy character, I refused to dye at saloon when I can do it myself! And so it ended up...in frustration and nothingness! Stupid!! I'll post about my wonderful hair dying experience tomorrow!

Oh ya, today I watched Scary Movie 5! Fucking trashy movie! I knew this movie franchise is trashy lah..but this this 5th one is the thrashiest among the thrashys zzzz I'm talking craps. I can't believe Ashley Tisdale starred in it. She is very pretty why must she lower her class..

Sorry about my rambling...forgive me as my holiday is coming to an end...T.T

Yesterday, I played back MapleSEA just because I listened to Maple's background music. Then I realised I miss my childhood SOOOOO much. I've grown up and I don't like it. Why do we have to lose our innocence as we grow? We used to believe we can be everything. We played Police and Thieves, Doctor and Patients, Restaurants, etc. My number one ambition was always doctor, until when I was...I don't know...15? When I was younger, I was so proud of myself - I didn't have to put much effort to get number one in my whole Standard 3 cohort and also in my Form 2 cohort. Haha. Now I know that it was nothing worth to be proud of - As I grow older, I lose my confidence bit by bit and eventually it reaches a point where I don't know a single thing I'm good at, which is now.

Anyway, I wanted to talk about Maple so let's start. Maple is completely different now!!! It's like a new, unfamiliar place to me! Sien...Then I play back Maple for what?!! LUCKILY I'd saved some pictures of my old times!! Arghhh everything becomes SO DAMN EASY now! I feel like I'm playing some pirated server! Last time, we have to train like FOREVER to get to lv100. I had to train non-stop for around 8 hours to reach lv17 only. Yesterday, I only played in the morning and at night and I already reached lv48. As we all know, I'm very lazy so of course I did enjoy the easiness. But only until when I reached lv50 where I can join Ludi PQ, I was startled with disbelief.  I'll come to that later. Old maplers, do you remember KERNING PQ?

Kerning PQ

Yeah...It was the first PQ we all did (during lv21-30, I think.) Kerning PQ still exists in the new Maple now  but it has been changed to lv50 above and I haven't tried it yet. And not to forget, LUDI PQ.

Ludibrium PQ

In the past, channel one was always very crowded and it was very hard to find a party for Ludi PQ. In contrast, there were less than 10 people in channel one now and it was easy to get inside the PQ. It's not like the old times where we have to choose carefully our party members, to ensure that we have all the jobs required - and we could take hours and hours to form a perfect party until some members started to complain about the time wasted. - The party used to consist of 6 members but now a minimum of 3 members is enough. I remember last time it was very hard to get into a PQ because every channel was occupied by other parties - we even had to spam-click the NPC when the party inside was coming out because there were other parties competing with us to go in also! - But now, haizzz so easy to go in liao! And GOSH the quest became SO DAMN EASY also!! WTF HATE!! Like within 10 minutes can finish! Almost no teamwork is needed! My point is, what's the fun of PQ if no teamwork is needed?!

Orbis PQ

Hahaha I'm so glad that I took this picture!!! Someone suggested that we sat together like a lump of shit so that our opponent party (Well, long story: The opponent party was inside the PQ. They might send spies out to record our names so that when we got in, they can track our name as in, check our location. And by tracking us, they can predict what time we will come out. Then they can prepare to spam-click the NPC to get in.) cannot see our names. Hahaha it was useless actually, the opponent party can still get our names. I also remember that we used to smuggle tickets out from PQ hahaha.

Hohoho, under my friend's recommendation, I watched this Korean movie!

Movie poster

F3

Today I'm gonna show off my angpao collections again! Because I love them and I wanna practice my photography skills (still sucks, I know.)

First of all from my favourite bank - OCBC. Not because the bank offers better services but because it has AWESOME angpaos! (In fact, I don't even keep my money there.) They actually DESIGN the angpaos very creatively, unlike Public Bank with their "every-year-the-same-look" angpaos.

Also complete! Why do people throw away pretty angpaos ?!

Totally sien! Been planning a Taiwan trip and comparing backpacking with package tour. For 3 fucking days already. Was very excited and confident until I started planning for accommodation and transportation. There are so many options! The transportation is the one that got me thinking package tour is better. Just touring around the big cities would be fine but I feel like going to those small towns too. So that I can claim that I toured around the whole Taiwan mah! But the small towns are very very far away from the capital and I don't know what kind of transport is the best to get us to those places!

Besides, I think package tours are more suitable for me AND my family. I know backpacking is cheaper indeed but it is so much hassle. One has to be able to adapt to situations in a foreign country! I'm not sure I can but I'm pretty sure my parents cannot. I can already imagine my mum scolding us for not checking properly beforehand LOL (if we go on self-service.) And if that happens, the trip would become an unhappy memory.  If backpacking with fellow friends then that's a different story lor. You see, friends have similar kind of thinking as you (as in more open-minded to problems? lol) so when something unexpected happens everyone can figure out a solution calmly (or not?)

Walao, I'm really lazy hor. Recently, I've been thinking. If we have money to hire people to do things for us, why not? Can save time and avoid all the unhappiness that might happen so that we could live a happy life! I have an urge to tell this thought to my mum and suggest her to hire a maid for house chores since she always complains about it. But... I'm afraid that this would start a quarrel LOL. Then speaking of money, if I have a lot money, backpacking to any country wouldn't be a problem liao. I wonder how Cheesie and her husband can travel around the world so easily. I'm guessing her husband has an international driving license and they're quite rich also. They didn't really plan what countries they're going you know! They just look at the Google Maps and decide which country to go tomorrow! I mean, I'm sure international driving license, air tickets and accommodation all need money right?! Cheesie is a fashionista somemore so I don't think she saved a lot of money for the vacation haha.

Also I just read fourfeetnine.com and I found out that Audrey went to Harry Potter Studio Tour in UK! I've been wanting to go lar. Hope I can go some day. I'm pessimistic about my dreams because I'm not sure whether I can earn that much of money before I turn old and weak.

Today I went to Morib Beach. Some people must be thinking: Wow, a beach! The sunshine, the sand, the water! Don't be so quick to assume. This beach I went didn't have blue-green ocean or white sand. The sea water was very dirty. Perhaps because there was a mangrove swamp. The water was brown in colour! I don't really like beaches actually. I'm scared of the sea creatures. They are so disgusting. They look cute but once they TOUCH me! YUCKS!!! There were also many many people! I don't like crowd. I like serene beaches. When I was small, dad liked to bring us to beaches. I've been to almost all the famous beaches in Malaysia. Maybe because of that, I already feel sien LOL. We didn't play in the water. So the only thing I enjoyed was playing in the swamp. So fun leh! Stepping into the swamp and trying to pull out your feet after that! Of course, we went to eat seafood. Also, some people might jelly. But I never really like seafood lol. What food I like depends on my mood.

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Recently, I always have weird dreams. Speaking of dreams, my dreams are revolved around certain things. In my nightmares, I was always chased by bad guys or aliens. Damn scary! There was once, a bad guy tried to poke me with a pencil several times but I manage to dodge! It was like cartoon LOL! Sometimes, my nightmares were also related to menstruation. Women's pain. And I had to go to those filthy toilets =.= Disgusting! Now, I got a new type of nightmare. Broken teeth! DAMN PAINFUL I THOUGHT IT WAS REAL! Always had me check on my teeth when I awaken. I also realised some similarities between my dreams. When I was in secondary school, my nightmares always involved my old house/ primary school. When I was studying Pre-U, my nightmares became in secondary school. So weird, right? It seems like dreams come from the deep parts of your memory. This morning (or yesterday night. I've never been able to determine what time when the dream is going on,) unbelievably, I dreamed of myself playing Running Man in an airport / mall! Wow, very rarely I can dream of something I really like! So happy!

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After I read Cheesie's blog, I suddenly have the urge to visit Japan! Or visit all the places I like! Like Paris, London and many more! I also have the thought of learning Japanese and French! I shall start learning now! Don't know how persevered I'm gonna be though! :P